What does that e stand for,
There in the middle of nothing much—
Between barely blessed
And abnormally accursed?
The sadomasochism of emotion—
Happy for a cracked minute
To only widen the misery chasm…
The delusion of an Elysium—
Beautiful imaginings
Only to be deported by ugly truths…
The cruelty of eternity—
Innocence in all matters at the begin,
To be defiled and deformed by the end,
And then reborn to do it all over again…
Or just mere expression—
Engaging the roller coaster up and downhill,
Exploring the high or low views for the thrill,
Escaping, especially if flying far off until
Emerging in peace above it—all still.
